rants and raves

I'm currently 6 months pregnant. Expecting a bouncing baby boy is Septmeber. I'm on and off with his father...mostly off since he refuses to grow up. I do my best to keep a level head but the stress of finances and everthing is really starting to get to me. I work part time and its not enough to pay the bills any more. I've been looking for a second job for months with no luck and the bigger my belly gets the harder it is to find anything. And my apartment isn't the best place to bring a baby home to and I'm trying to hard to find something else with no luck. I just don't have the money and theres just no help out there for me since I make just a little too much to get anything from the state. Always got my fingers crossed something good comes along.